Unmet expectations hurt.
Feeling stuck hurts.
Being rejected hurts.
Having to endure the process hurts.
Learning to unlearn old patterns and old ways hurt.
It hurts in the heart and I am feeling it all today.
How do I hold faith in God and in the things He has spoken… when it feels like everything within me is being crushed?
What do I do when I come to the realization that He is the one crushing me or allowing the crushing that is happening in me?
Living in this tension of faith is hard.
This is where I am right now.
In the place I love to run from the most… trying this time to be still and know that He is God.
– A.G. Ayuen